The
Inner Childs Fight
(A raped childs pain never goes away)
Can you not feel the fear that swells deep within my heart
Or the brutal pain that pierces my little body ?
Surely you know it feels as if I'm being ripped apart
"Why
Daddy" do you hurt me this way?
You
tell me it's all in fun, it's the way to play.
I
look at all the other children playing so freely and laughing
"Why
Daddy" do I sit here, tears sliding down my face, barely breathing
I
feel so dirty, like they can tell I'm different from them
So
I just sit and hang my head in shame
It's
ALL because of you Daddy, YOU are the one to blame!!
I
close my eyes and pray for the pain to stop
For
the nightmares to go away
Then
there you are, making me do those dirty things again
Touching
my body on my private parts
Can't
you see what it does, how it rips me apart ?
I
long for Mama to see what's going on here in her home
But she is blind to it, so I'm all alone
"Daddy
please" Don't lock me in that closet again
I promose I will be good, I will give in.
Someday
I will run away, from this evil game you make me play.
I
didn't have to run Daddy, YOU ran instead
After
hurting us all and living in sin
We
bid you goodbye, but the damage was done
My
life as a child is lost and forever gone.
I
am no longer alone, love surrounds me now.
The
love of My God and the love of myself.
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